You need a release and preferably not alcohol related. Those never go as planned. And is rarely the answer to your queries. It’s fun for a bit, but then it’s time for business. You begin to watch yourself evolve and it brings a jolt into your body and mind. It will happen if you exert your choice. And others will be mesmerized by the power displayed. And it may scare them. Let it. It’s a current and it can bite back if you let it.